Monday, March 30, 2009
I am Free
We're all free right ? so then why most of us like to judge the others by their looks or the way they talk or the way they dress up or whatever...I know some people get the "freedom" wrong still we got brains so we actually do think and we know if it's wrong or right so we dont really need to hear the strangers to pass me by and say oh look she's speeding up or she's eating too much ...ok so ? or she's too fat and the skinny girls goes like ahhh why is she eating too much ? or if a cute guy with an ugly girl the pretty girls would be like whyyyyyyyyyy why is he with her why isnt he looking at me ? or i'm being a big player or a pimp or a bitch they're like your no good did you know that ? what if i know ? what if i just wanna be who i wanna be ? and the funny thing is they dont like it when people judge them so fuck off and mind your own business the last thing we need is some people who they think they're way much better than us to judge us so for the last time i will say " Yes , i am free and i am who i am "
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
NickelBack -Rockstar
My favorite favorite favorite song because i wanna be a rockstaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar woohoooo ;D
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
One click changed my life

Who would thought i'd fell inlove with my BBF ...as i keep remaining how did we ever met i can still remember when i first opened a profile in hi5 actually i had few accounts but it was my first account so anywayz for somehow he was looking at my profile and he was gonna close it but he added me and i accepted b3dha kan baina few msgs then we exchange our emails and for the first time in my life le youmkom hatha awal mra eb 7yaaaaaaaaaaaaaati kelha i was being too honest y3ni he was like the only person i ever talked online who i told him who i am i dunno why him but it felt like i knew him since like the day i was born , we were teenagers we had no license and no car bs dreaaaaams and the long talk about aliens w everything .... he loved me & hated me in the sametime i was one of the meantest girl in q8 still i loved him bs i wasnt sure so i never told him and we got closer then we got busy with others things , everytime i think about the days i was away from him my life seemed worthless & it seemed like no matter how many guy i'm gonna talk to or meet still something was missing i know i missed him alot bs 6b3n ma knt afkr agoola l2na '3rori zayed ma kan ysm7li :p ...y3ni i had this wonderful guy who loved me for who i am still i turned my back on him ....ohwa alw7eed ele every new year kan ygooli happy new year laa w ba3d awal wa7d ...i changed to good thanks to him..the funny thing is he dont make me cry but i do cry when i miss him , he's worth every tear i drop and he dont only take my breath away no he stole my mind and my heart , everytime i hear his voice beeeeeeh i get really happy even if i was about to sleep ma agdr anaam mn kthr wnasa :p ...he's sweet , funny , moody , got the most beautiful eyes and smile i ever saw , i love the way he make fun of me when i complain haha ...w lma ysr7 a7eb a6al3a it's like looking at monalisa painting ...simply he's the best :D
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Patient
I wouldnt be here today if i had no patient i'd be dead and gone long time ago , i had a very bad history like i tried to kill myself more than once but then i stood up all alone and told myself i have to be patient because things will get better somehow , i wasnt a good student so my parents used to tell everyone i know that i'm stupid that used to make me feel sad still i never actually gave up or joke around every single morning or talk about sweets or day dream ...Life is pretty good still it's kinda mysterious and that's what make me wanna live to see what's gonna happen tomorrow or who am i gonna meet or who's gonna fall inlove with me or how beautiful my babies gonna look like and am i gonna reach the big blue sky soon ? so many questions , so many things undone , so many broken hearts need to be healed , so many sick people need to be taken care of , people need to be loved , put a smile on people faces which is by the way nothing can be prettier than a smiley face :) & i wanna be the one who get to do the good things to these people so when i fade away they wont forget me for awhile .
Monday, March 9, 2009
Young dream

When i was young i always imagined myself flying like a little bird and sometimes i imagine myself having my own cute lil baby who i can take care of by holding my doll so tight , dress her up , give her a name and her name was " Dana" she had those big hazel eyes and silky brown hair with red cheeks , the weird thing is i never imagined myself being married ...i like the thought of being with the one i love but still for me it's kind scary still i really wanna have my baby so i can make him cookies , dress him up , teach him everything i know , give him a goodnight kiss and hold him when he's about to go to school , i know it's not that easy to be the good mama but still there's no harm of trying :) and who knows he might be a lil heart breaker like his mama hahahay ;)
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