Patient

I wouldnt be here today if i had no patient i'd be dead and gone long time ago , i had a very bad history like i tried to kill myself more than once but then i stood up all alone and told myself i have to be patient because things will get better somehow , i wasnt a good student so my parents used to tell everyone i know that i'm stupid that used to make me feel sad still i never actually gave up or joke around every single morning or talk about sweets or day dream ...Life is pretty good still it's kinda mysterious and that's what make me wanna live to see what's gonna happen tomorrow or who am i gonna meet or who's gonna fall inlove with me or how beautiful my babies gonna look like and am i gonna reach the big blue sky soon ? so many questions , so many things undone , so many broken hearts need to be healed , so many sick people need to be taken care of , people need to be loved , put a smile on people faces which is by the way nothing can be prettier than a smiley face :) & i wanna be the one who get to do the good things to these people so when i fade away they wont forget me for awhile .